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Developing Wingspan
I hop on the Main Path, watching for Side Loop triggers and seduction based on my iMuscle Organization Readout. When the shoulders slump and tighten forward away from the bony architecture, I know I'm preparing for Fear Zone, never knowing what level I might be engaging at. I'm getting more flexible, riding the mild waves, but a sudden Tsunami impact can knock me sideways. Before I know it, I'm in a Desperate Falling Loop, checking my Survivor Log for familiar but forgotten prompts acquired from many an InnerRealm Trek.
Desperately Falling away from certainty and control, where I might live in constrained borders, but at least the Territory is familiar. Desperately Falling presents as dangerous and BAD. There's even a choir's smooth sliding voice, weight shift, and hand clap, to take me back where limitation stunts my core, believing it's where I belong: living a Survivor's Life.
But now there are CoPilot ads, full of happy, successful people, and I want to believe I'm out of the darkness and into the light. But, if I'm to have a relationship with CoPilot, I need more access to my InnerRealm where Underlying Narrative Tangle and Broken Masses are common. I have to know the language before I can send Prompts.
ArchAngel Avatar has been showing up more recently, flexing his WingSpan to demonstrate slowing Desperate Fall down, allowing the body to relax integrally, like floating to earth, sublime in the wind currents. When my soles connect to the planet, I'm momentarily an Energetic Circuit where attachment dissolves.
ArchAngel Avatar's wings form a brace for underarm support, and weave along the back column to the top of the Pelvic Bowl—my Pec Line and AB Wall from a Front Plane T, like a kite crossbeam. I'm not ready to fly, yet, but the more I PAIR with ArchAngel, the stronger my Wingspan will be.