Who are the Gatekeepers? People who guard access to other dimensions through gate monitoring. It is their job to decide who is and is not on the access list. But then, I realized I gave the job to people in my life who were unaware of holding the position.
As an unheard child, my wiring established a lifelong habit of looking for approval from others before I could join the Fit-In Communities. I hopped on the trendy Self-Help Bus in the 60s, determined to be the top in my field of hacking and rewiring codes and releasing emotional downloads that supported repression and suppression. At nineteen years, I signed a contract dedicating my life to Self Awareness through writing, theater, music, and movement. My path flowed swimmingly along, blending writing, musical theatre, and sports-related movement. Unaware of the Inner Gatekeepers ruling sustainable self-expression, I didn’t see them outside myself either. But then, in my mid-thirties, the Inner Gatekeepers demanded acknowledgment. They opened doors of fear and shame, powerful energies defying expression, and I began assigning other people the Gatekeeper Role.
I crafted and shaped ideas that came to me with an instinctual understanding of trends yet to be uncovered, opening a boxing gym when there were no gyms, just clubs. The gym took off, and I mistook success for being heard. But the Inner Gatekeepers knew better and…
