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Yesterday, I conversed with a family member and got tangled in a narrative I instinctively defended myself from. I felt attacked, cornered, exposed, and accused of projecting myself onto others. Was I being told I don’t belong with the trained ones who know what they see in others or called out for using controlling tactics? I got stomped for believing in TurnAround, when I listen to what I say about others as a basis for Self-Reflection.
The Morning After, I DialUp the incident and review Pattern Markers highlighting the Conversational Path I trekked, visualizing my Light Pole Anchor, and tightening my hands on the grip. I turn up the Defensive Vibe volume and SinkintoFeeling tense muscle organization armies preparing for an attack by cutting ties with the Core Cord Portal with which I’ve worked hard to make tenuous contact. I visualize holding my Light Pole Anchor (LPA) at knee level, then hopping over and back several times to generate Core Portal signal renewal.
But then, I got cornered. My DialUp footage reveals fighting back to regain respect. I switch to Slo Mo LPA to touch and redirect incoming word barbs and controlling tones. The Core Cord signals are getting stronger as LPA shifts in and out of light vibration and solid particles.
Once the Incoming Perceptions clear up, I realize I’m standing atop a mesa, exposed to all the…
