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SuperAging
I'm not a SuperHero, I'm a SuperAger. As I age, it's impossible to predict how I will be perceived, and my only recourse is to record the Unfolding Narrative, TowardTheCore, and be satisfied with the Outcome.
The AI issue, as I see it, can be balanced by two ReadOuts — MO (MuscleOrganization) and EV (EnergeticVibration). I don't need VR Goggles to see these ReadOuts — I have trained myself to visualize and then to feel them. My MO ReadOut informs me of the underlying Persona Narration projected onto the SurfaceWorld. For example, when Defensive shows up, I recognize his tense shoulders and scowl, and I lure him into a quieter response. Feel Bad is a storm of angry, defeated muscle bunching, and I sing him lullabies. Shame sweats the weight of a heavy wet cloak, which I've learned to shed.
The EV ReadOut informs me as to my Attachment Levels. ShakeOut requires AttachmentRelease.
At my age, I have many Attachments stored, hoarded, piled up, and suppressed. My common identifiers are: Unheard, Unseen, Unloved, and Abandoned.
Unheard is experienced differently by each person. Take a moment to DialUp the awareness, and then sink into feeling the reaction. For me, Unheard acts as a Numbing Agent, Unseen amplifies the silence, Unloved is death, and Abandoned becomes a forgotten grave. Possibly similar to experiencing a bomb blast up close.
